So I have to remember the little moments I enjoy. Today I loved it when he came up behind me, put his arms around me and gave me a big squeeze. He planted a smooshy, pressy kiss into my unexpecting lips. I closed my eyes and took in the softness of his freshly shaven face and the comfort of his clean scent.
I also enjoyed dressing up my little girl for church.
And taking pictures of one of my little boys.
And talking about Jesus with my other little boy.